約伯自詛其生辰

〈約伯記〉3:23 人的道路既然遮隱,神又把他四面圍困,為何有光賜給他呢?

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已故的喜劇泰斗羅賓威廉斯的遺孀蘇珊施耐德接受訪問,首次提到羅賓曾患有路易氏體型失智症,而抑鬱症只是其中的一個小症狀。路易氏體型失智症會讓患者身體僵硬、走路不穩,導致經常跌倒受傷、手震、焦慮及幻覺等。羅賓雖然努力抵抗病魔,但是難敵病痛,深感絕望,因而選擇自殺。不知道您可曾想過自殺,以這樣的方式來為自己找出路,希望不用再受苦;我曾經在沮喪時也想過自殺。好像不再活下去,就可以了無牽掛,不再被憂慮所困。這是人基本的願望,自由,不管是心智或肉體都希望自由。

因此我們可以稍微去體會約伯當年的沮喪。他覺得喪失了做人的尊嚴,坐在爐灰中刮膿瘡,像一隻人人討厭的癩皮狗。沒有作為,沒有功能,活著的意義和作人的目的盡都喪失,那麼活著還有什麼意思?羅賓在患病時感覺到不再行動自如時,變得非常敏感,覺得不管到哪裡,人人都對他指指點點,好像都在討論他有多糟糕。當然,那是出於他的自我幻覺。但是人在生病中,經常也會變得對他人的舉止更加敏感,好像凡事都是針對自己,給自己更大的壓力。

我想這就是疾病的可怕,撒旦不止讓人的肉體軟弱,也因而使人的精神軟弱。當人失去獨立自主的能力時,恐懼便佔滿了其心靈。害怕不再有人愛他(她),害怕成為別人的負擔,惹人討厭。這時才明白原來人是何等在意被接納被需要,因此覺得不再被接納也不再被需要,會讓人失去活下去的志氣。因此約伯咒詛自己的生日,他希望自己從來沒有活過。你有沒有這樣想過呢?

The Winning Combination

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Today’s passage is Exodus 35:20-35.  Let’s go!

Exodus 35:20-35 (NIV)
20  Then the whole Israelite community withdrew from Moses’ presence,
21  and everyone who was willing and whose heart moved them came and brought an offering to the LORD for the work on the Tent of Meeting, for all its service, and for the sacred garments.
22  All who were willing, men and women alike, came and brought gold jewelry of all kinds: brooches, earrings, rings and ornaments. They all presented their gold as a wave offering to the LORD…..

On verses 1-35:  As we saw yesterday at THRIVE Church online looking at these verses, God’s house is built on the willingness of God’s people to give what they have.  God doesn’t always use the most talented, the most experienced, or the most qualified, but the most willing.  It all starts with the heart.

But willingness is not the only thing God looks for.  We see from Exodus 35 that God looks for people with skill to do the jobs necessary to build His house (v10), whether it’s the skilled women who spun the linen (v25), or the women skilled in spinning goat hair (v26), or Bezalel the chief artistic designer of the tabernacle (v31) or the craftsmen at his side (v35).  God uses excellent materials and the work of “master craftsmen and designers” (v35) to build His house.  May this encourage us to give our best to the Lord every time we serve Him, not giving Him the scraps, but giving Him our utmost.

Sabbath Regulations

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Today’s passage is Exodus 35:1-19.  Let’s go!

1. (vv. 1-3) The command to keep the Sabbath.

Then Moses gathered all the congregation of the children of Israel together, and said to them, “These are the words which the LORD has commanded you to do: Work shall be done for six days, but the seventh day shall be a holy day for you, a Sabbath of rest to the LORD. Whoever does any work on it shall be put to death. You shall kindle no fire throughout your dwellings on the Sabbath day.”

a. Work shall be done for six days, but the seventh day shall be a holy day for you, a Sabbath of rest to the LORD: In the coming chapters, there was a lot of work for Israel to do. They had to build a complex and exact tabernacle of meeting. Yet before they did anything, they should be reminded to enter into God’s rest and to respect the Sabbath.

i. The same principle holds true for our walk with God. Anything we do for the LORD must grow out of our rest in Him, and rest in His finished work on our behalf.

b. Whoever does any work on it shall be put to death: This was a strict call to obedience. Before they did the work of building the tabernacle, God first called Israel to the work of simple obedience. Basic obedience is a pre-requisite for doing work for the LORD.

約伯全身長毒瘡

〈約伯記〉2:6耶和華對撒旦說:「他在你手中,只要存留他的性命。」

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這章裡撒旦說的話,其實也是對所有信徒的挑戰。“人以皮代皮,情願捨去一切所有的,保全性命。你且伸手傷他的骨頭和他的肉,他必當面棄掉祢”。我們在失去一切,又患重症時,會不會棄掉神?曾經ISIS專門去殺害基督徒,甚至美國Oregon俄勒岡州的校園殺手也專門挑釁基督徒(2015年10月1日),叫他們站起來,再一一槍殺。一槍斃命雖然令人痛惜失去的性命,但比起約伯的苦難,似乎後者更為痛苦。疼痛,是神賜給人的禮物,可以救人也可以使人發瘋。

在《聖經》裡的記載,有一些事很難領會。例如,神的眾子是指誰?撒旦為何也參與其中?神難道不知道撒旦在哪裡,還要問牠?神何必為了撒旦而讓約伯受苦?一般而言,神的眾子也指神創造的天使或使者,或者是那些已經到了天堂的人,例如肉身不死的以諾。撒旦也可以去見神,而且可以到神面前去控訴屬神的人。神允許撒旦的存在,並且利用撒旦,使牠成為神手中的反面器皿。從第一章到第二章,甚至到最後一章,神和撒旦都在約伯的事上角力。

我相信當約伯受苦時,神也心痛,但是祂自始至終在看(顧)著約伯;正如耶穌降世之後,聖靈一直與祂同在。神沒有讓耶穌降生在富人家裡,因此耶穌從一出生就要忍受物質的缺乏,過貧苦的日子,被人恥笑是私生子;被捕後被虐打、釘十字架,一直到復活,都在父神的眼目之中,但是父神必須讓祂走完全程,才能讓罪人因祂得贖。很苦,卻是一個特別的使命。約伯要完成的,也是一個特別的使命,因著他的受苦,許多人在患難中得到安慰和鼓勵,堅守了對神的信心。

Glowing from God’s Presence

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Today’s passage is Exodus 34:21-35.  Let’s go!

Exodus 34:21-24 (NIV)
21  “Six days you shall labor, but on the seventh day you shall rest; even during the plowing season and harvest you must rest.
22  “Celebrate the Feast of Weeks with the firstfruits of the wheat harvest, and the Feast of Ingathering at the turn of the year.
23  Three times a year all your men are to appear before the Sovereign LORD, the God of Israel.
24  I will drive out nations before you and enlarge your territory, and no one will covet your land when you go up three times each year to appear before the LORD your God.

On verses 21-24:  Once again God reiterates His command to the Israelites to work 6 days and to rest on the 7th day, even during plowing season and harvest (v21).  He also reiterates His command that they celebrate the Feast of Weeks, giving God the firstfruits of their wheat harvest, and the Feast of Ingathering (v22).  These two feasts, together with the Feast of the Passover, would mark three times when the Israelites were to appear before the LORD (v23).  There must have been some Israelites who thought “we don’t have time to rest or time to appear before God because we are too busy, especially during plowing season and harvest”, but nonetheless the LORD tells the Israelites to rest on the 7th day and to gather together 3 times before Him.  God wanted the Israelites to trust in Him rather than in themselves, to remember that the LORD is more important than their business of plowing and harvesting, and that the LORD in fact is the ultimate source of their success and prosperity.  God promised that as the Israelites gathered three times before the LORD, He would not just protect their land but enlarge it and drive out the nations before them (v24).

約伯的擁有和失去

〈約伯記〉1:21 我赤身出於母胎,也必赤身歸回;賞賜的是耶和華,收取的也是耶和華。耶和華的名是應當稱頌的!

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約伯是什麼時候的人呢?這是許多人很好奇的一個問題,根據李道生牧師的《舊約聖經問題總解(上)》中指出,約伯友人以利法是以掃的後裔(創36:10/11);比勒達是亞伯拉罕和基土拉的兒子書亞的後裔(創25:2);以利戶是亞伯拉罕的兄弟拿鶴之子布斯的後裔(創22:21),因此約伯的年代大約是在雅各之後,摩西之前的那一段時間。這個故事對人類的世界產生很大的影響,讓人類知道苦難的來源,有時是出於神的允許。這是人很難接受的一個事實,為何敬虔像約伯這樣的人,竟然成為神和撒旦比試的一個“器皿”?人沒有辦法理解,神怎麼可以讓撒旦把災難加諸於約伯身上,以測驗約伯的信心之真實與否?難道沒有其他更理性的方法去測驗人對神的信心嗎?

讀了約伯的故事,人人自危,深怕自己也成為神和撒旦之間的試驗品。因為人都不喜歡苦難,只希望擁有,永遠地擁有。但這個故事讓我們重新思想人的定位和神、物質的關係。大多數人都希望做王,做自己的王,一想到人只不過是神的受造物,人權在神權之下,那種衝擊之大,使他們不斷地咒罵神,覺得神對約伯的作為十分無理。神知道人的軟弱,人的恐懼和害怕。但是不管撒旦怎樣惡劣,也不敢跨出神給牠規定的範圍;同時,人也始終在神的看顧之下,在神的眼目之中。

世人大多喜愛雅比斯的禱告甚於約伯的苦難:“甚願祢賜福與我、擴張我的境界、常與我同在、保佑我不遭患難、不受艱苦。” (代上 4:10)。約伯其實也怕苦難,因此他非常警醒,他不僅自己遠離惡事,也怕兒女犯罪棄掉神而遭禍患,因此在兒女的筵宴之後,總要替他們獻祭贖罪。就像尼希米,為了避免神再次對以色列人發怒,所以很努力地要讓以色列人遵行律法,守安息日,等等。這是人的本性,不想要有災難。

以色列人重蹈覆轍

〈尼希米記〉13:22b 我的神啊,求祢因這事記念我,照祢的大慈愛憐恤我。

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一幌12年,當尼希米再回到耶路撒冷時,己是物是人非,在這一章裡,我們彷彿看到自己就是以色列人的化身,有那麼多的軟弱。雖然曾經在主前立誓定約,要一生跟隨主,要效法耶穌,要做主所喜悅的事,讓主的旨意成就在我們的身上。可是就像保羅的感嘆:“有誰軟弱我不軟弱呢?(林後11:29a)”也正像他說的:“立志為善由得我,只是行出來由不得我。故此,我所願意的善,我反不做;我所不願意的惡,我倒去做。(羅7:18-19)”

在尼希米做第一任省長時,百姓在先知的激勵和尼希米的榜樣帶領,以斯拉用律法教導時,他們愛神的心何等火熱,首領都去簽約要守律法,百姓也發誓要遵從神的律例典章,但是當尼希米離開耶路撒冷,再從巴比倫回到耶路撒冷時,一切都不再一樣了。最基本的,要與閒雜人絕交的誓言,就像一陣風,無影無蹤。曾經帶領眾祭司建立羊門,安立門扇,又築城牆到哈米亞樓直到哈楠業樓的祭司以利亞實竟然監守自盜。先是和亞捫人多比雅結為親家,又把聖殿裡的一間大屋子給多比雅住。

以利亞實是聖殿中管庫房的,反而把庫房裡敬拜要用的素祭、乳香、器皿,以及供應利未人、歌唱和守門的要吃的五穀、新酒和油都搬到別的地方去了。他很可能把這些東西和食物都貪為己用,以致於那些服侍神的人無糧可吃,只好回去自己的田地去耕種。如此一來,聖殿就形同虛設,因為沒有人做事了。

Don’t Waste Your Life

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Today’s passage is Exodus 34:10-20.  Let’s go!

Exodus 34:10-16 (NIV)
10  Then the LORD said: “I am making a covenant with you. Before all your people I will do wonders never before done in any nation in all the world. The people you live among will see how awesome is the work that I, the LORD, will do for you.
11  Obey what I command you today. I will drive out before you the Amorites, Canaanites, Hittites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites.
12  Be careful not to make a treaty with those who live in the land where you are going, or they will be a snare among you.
13  Break down their altars, smash their sacred stones and cut down their Asherah poles.
14  Do not worship any other god, for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God.
15  “Be careful not to make a treaty with those who live in the land; for when they prostitute themselves to their gods and sacrifice to them, they will invite you and you will eat their sacrifices.
16  And when you choose some of their daughters as wives for your sons and those daughters prostitute themselves to their gods, they will lead your sons to do the same.

On verses 10-16:  God was committed to doing wonders among the Israelites never before done in any other nation (v10).  His plan was that other nations would see how awesome is the work that God would do on behalf of the Israelites (v10) and as part of this to drive out six of the nations that the Israelites would encounter (v11).  However, God needed the Israelites’ cooperation for this plan to fully be realized and thus God tells them to “Obey what I command you today” (v11).  In particular, God tells the Israelites not to make treaties with other nations (v12) and not to worship other gods (v13-14).  

Go to God with a Blank Slate

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Today’s passage is Exodus 34:1-9.  Let’s go!

Exodus 34:1-4 (NIV)
1  The LORD said to Moses, “Chisel out two stone tablets like the first ones, and I will write on them the words that were on the first tablets, which you broke.
2  Be ready in the morning, and then come up on Mount Sinai. Present yourself to me there on top of the mountain.
3  No one is to come with you or be seen anywhere on the mountain; not even the flocks and herds may graze in front of the mountain.”
4  So Moses chiseled out two stone tablets like the first ones and went up Mount Sinai early in the morning, as the LORD had commanded him; and he carried the two stone tablets in his hands.

On verses 1-4:  Moses had broken the first tablets containing the LORD’s writing, and so the LORD take the initiative to instruct Moses to bring to Him new tablets of stone for the LORD to write on again.  What can we learn from this?  First, God is in the business of taking what we have broken and making it new again.  He is a restorer.

Second, just as the LORD told Moses to appear privately before Him with two blank stone tablets for the LORD to write on, every day may we privately appear before the LORD with a blank slate, ready and waiting to hear from God and open to letting Him speak in whatever way He wants. While we have the privilege of coming to God with our cares and our burdens, just as often if not more often, we need to come to God without any agenda, except to simply be with God and to let Him speak into our lives and write into our hearts whatever He thinks we need.

城牆告成之禮

〈尼希米記〉12:27耶路撒冷城牆告成的時候,眾民就把各處的利未人招到耶路撒冷,要稱謝、歌唱、敲鈸、鼓瑟、彈琴,歡歡喜喜地行告成之禮。

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看到今天的經文,你會不會像我一樣,發出一聲哀號慘叫:天啊,又是一堆人名!這些人名好像跟我們一點關係也沒有,可是對以色列人而言,卻是十分重要的記錄。因為安排事工,追尋祖源都要靠它。這些人名也表示了當時記錄的人之工作心態,何等認真一點也不馬虎。我們現在雖然不知道他們是誰,但相信有一天到了天父那裡,還有機會跟他們打招呼,變成好朋友。

從聽到回歸之人的苦境到建立城牆,尼希米和同代之人深深明白為什麼先知撒迦利亞說:“萬軍之耶和華說:不是倚靠勢力,不是倚靠才能,乃是倚靠我的靈方能成事”(亞4:6)。從外邦人對他們的輕視、擾亂,甚至性命的威脅,到城牆的完工,充滿了緊張和壓力的52天,他們終於在神的恩典裡把耶路撒冷的城牆修建好了,敵人不能隨便地進來,他們總算稍微可以喘一口氣,過幾天安心的日子。

因此他們要稱謝,要歡呼,要把心裡的喜樂和苦楚都釋放出來。他們要藉著歌唱、敲鈸、鼓瑟、彈琴,歡歡喜喜地行告成之禮。從這個告成之禮,我們可以看到大衛王所設立的制度對以色列人的影響深遠。以色列的音樂之所以特殊迷人,不在於輕快的樂音,還有許多靈魂深處的傾訴和交托,他們和神之間那種相依相附的親密,飄盪在無數個世代的悖逆與歸回交結中,充滿感傷卻又十分甜蜜。從大衛的詩篇裡,就傳達了這種對神的無比渴慕之情。這稱謝、歌唱、敲鈸、鼓瑟、彈琴的祭禱方式,便是從大衛王開始的。